sick

Things fairly unchanged and just feeling alone and yucky overall. I've caught a stomach flu to make things even worse and had to cancel patients today. It's been going on since tuesday and I was spiking a fever today but low grade. I just hope I can maybe get to my patients tomorrow. Majic and Cody also needed teeth floated yesterday but the vet said otherwise they are doing well. Other than my baby actually being older than we thought. Vet said he thought he was 20 :( Well good thing is he doesn't act like an old man. It just hurts becuase I feel that the main ones who really trully care for me and if I was here or not are getting pretty old. Sure people would be suprised but there's a difference between feeling like an integral part of someone's life and just being around. Well don't freak out, I'm not planning anything like that just using my blog to write what I feel. Well, at least most horses live to about 30-35. Anyway, I guess just feeling sick and yucky overall but hope it'll get by soon.